When There's Nothing Left To Burn,

You have to set yourself on fire.

The Nothing Song

pt.1

this is the first time i have ever seen my brother, it's a picture he sent my dad via email.
i haven't talked to him since he sent this.
this is my niece rosabell.

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I do too much, really it's not enough. I do this for everyone, it's not for myself. I need to stop, I wont because I cant.

If my answers frighten you then you should cease asking scary questions.

That's me again..

my brain

Has been swallowed by my stomach, and it hurts and since my brain is in my guts I guess you could say Ive lost my mind and I dont know what to do. I mine as well be a really confused rock with a stomach ache.

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Back in Orange County again, only this time i am staying in a van rather than at mikes house, but regardless i am having the time of my life. I want to pack up my bags and move here right away.

This is Michael and I in a field of weeds disguised as flowers outside
of a pancake shop.

my best friends > yours.

eat me alive

I REALLY WANNA KNOW WHAT MIKE AND BRITTANY ARE PLANNING.

I wish

I could be in three places at once, I really wish I could be in one place which is silly to say because I am always in one place but it is usually not the right one.