I want.

I want it to be summer, I want my car so I can drive into the desert and I want to listen to explosions in the sky on the way, I want to be able to find the constellations and I want to nap. I want to find someone who will go with me, but I dont want it to be a certain someone either, I want to hit that certain someone in the face but I dont want to go to jail, ever. I want the heater to stop burning my back and I just want to have a heater blanket instead. I want valentines day to be over so the movie theater and resturaunts arent crowded anymore. I want something, maybe I want to stop wanting but that wont happen.